I requested the worst thing in the world to my husband and now I'm really hurt what to do now?

You don't have to look at it that way. You and your husband, your mate, your man, your partner in crime... the two of you experimented and that was that. It didn't sit well with you and you won't do it again. It's like trying a new food that you gagged on. Don't beat yourself up over it and don't take it out on him. For some couples it is a thrill. Maybe instead of this you'll find public more to your liking or or maybe kitchen . ;-) When it pops into your head take control and say I'm done being upset over this and think about something else. Don't let this ruin your relationship with your husband.